today i am restless.
work was interesting. i learned matty is very athletic. o.O jumpin' on tables and stuff.....
called pk. he doesn't interest me anymore. which is odd....
i was reading back on old letters and old writing and it was interesting to see how fondly i portrayed him. i actually looked up on him. and now, he has dissapointed me. -.- i see him regressing quite significantly but i dont dare tell him that. he gets upset when i mention it. i lost a very good friend, it seems.
the experiences i needed were taken. i gained what i needed from that 2 and a half year period of my life. and that is what i shall hold on to. not all this negativity that is flooding the present. i have other things to focus on, anyways.
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