i have woken up very upset today. dont even know why. god. just in this horrible awful mood.......thinking about people. thought about pks situation and my own fucking situation with those 2 immature fucking kids. christ. fuckin grey cant get around his huge ego that i dont fuckin care what he thinks and his constant side attacks on me do nothing. all he does is get me worked up about nothing. and fuck that. and fuckin kristen too. what a fucking brat. seriously. she thinks shes gods gift to the intellectual world....."oh wow. im intelligent and deep...but i dont know whats going on!!" at that age you just feed and feed and feed off of other people. we all did it. and fuckin patraic. wtf. seriously. ......trying to make things work with a 16 year old.....he never even sounds happy with her. everything seems so forced. i see it. when i was at his house the other day we both were relaxed and talking actual talk.,....then as soon as kristen shows up he drops all fuckin interest in conversation and acts like a complete dumb ass. so forced. fuck. but i cant say anything, can i?? because thats him and this is me. and i dont want anything to do with that side of his life. and i wish they could just fuckin all grow up and not be so malicious and horrible and fuckin rude. fuck all their drama. they get a kick out of it im sure.. fuck that.
im pissed.
whatever. i should focus on myself. and all is going wonderful. really good. so....there.
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