inconvenience

i was excited to go exploring today but instead i spent all day inside due to my "almost" sick state. i do not want to get sick!! i dont understand because i wash my hands like 54364363 times a day and use hand sanitizer every 10 min. :( makes me sad. i guess i can catch up on some reading....and thinking.

i would like to meet new people. or get in touch with old friends. i am a little lonely these days i think.

today i tried to conjure up the steps to getting telenet to work but i have forgotten! its been so long. I wanted to get into a MUCK or MUD but just couldnt remember how. -.- i tried to download mudsock but that was giving me trouble too. I found all these telenet communities and i didnt realize it was still so prominent in the webby. i feel ridiculous spending more than an hour trying to figure out an f'n multi-user dungeon so i have given up for the day. time to do things in RL.. 6.6

anyways.
i am flustered.
my nose...it runs.....