Last night I think Caitlin and I may have re-bonded.>.> We drove up too Cascade to pick up one of her hitch-hiker friends who got arrested up there the day before. The night sky was just incredible up there..the moon was bright, like a planet-y north star. We went up around 10pm and didn't get back to Boise until 1:30ish. Kind words were spoken....and it was very nice. -.- I have missed that sort of interaction with her....I do not exaggerate when I say it has been months and months and months since we have indeed "talked" intimately with one another. When we got back to her house we layed on her bed and watched her glow in the dark stars which were hanging from her bedroom ceiling...it was just...nice. -.- I wish we could be like that all the time. The night before was just awkward as sin. I drove to Middleton (which was incredible....heat lighting+country roads+yoko kanno=heart pounding!) and I picked up Kim. I enjoy her company. But then we went to Pk's house and....ugh. Whenever I see him, even though ive made plans with him prior to coming over, it always seems as though im inconveniencing him. The way he talks to me and converses with me always makes me feel like he'd rather be somewhere else...or he's thinking about something more important. I don't feel like a close friend of his anymore. and that is that. ohhh these days... this has definatly been one of the most awkward summers. Im looking forward to starting work again...6.6 Mainly so I can put my pre-work anxiety to rest!
I kinda want to go to the History museum today to see the Freemason exhibit...^.^;
*rolls*
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