scholastic!

Its about the third week into the work/school year and im finally getting used to it. Work no longer stresses me out (or doesn't stress me out at a constant pace, more rather) and I have settled into it for the most part. Im also getting used to Jakes schedule as well even though thats a little harder to get settled in to! I find myself a little lonely for 5 out of 7 days of the week due to people being busy in their own lives and have mainly resorted to books and internet...although the internet habit i would like to kick starting as soon as i finish this blog. I decided I need a new independent hobby outside of the house and so I signed Matty and I up for an agility class taught here in Meridian. That will be interesting....
This work year is strange. I am too quiet I think. And..when it comes to conversing with the teachers and other staff I find myself to be very reserved in my words. At work and even at home i've noticed i've become a bit reclusive. -.- i need to...umm...be more person-able. especially at work. work is people. and people is work! gotta be good at what I do. Damn the school district is sweet. >.> Today I was sitting with a student watching an f'n mickey mouse movie and i was just thinking "god. i get paid for this." For the most part its a very easy position...plus i get a grip of time off. grip. hahahahaha. i haven't used that word in years i think. i forgot the term existed. "grip of trees". hahahahahaha. oh my. so funny. i should remember that. FUCK YA

oh right now, of course, im wondering how mate is. He seems a little stressed lately...which i definatly dont blame him for. >.> busy college student. I miss his company! But...since i dont see him as often, when i do it feels 10X as good. <3

And, of course, my reading selection is just intriguing the sin out of me. i've read liek 3 or 4 chapters out of 3 books and have finally put them in order of how to read them. first, the book im reading now, the golden legend. then im going to finish (most likely reread the beginning part too) of the rosicrucian cosmo conception, then the summa theologica by st. thomas acquinas. Oh, and after all that I might ask Jake to let me borrow his copy of The marriage of heaven and hell by william blake. he read me an excerpt and i thought it was just absolutely fantastic. Oh, and i forgot you read my blog, honey. so...im gonna ask to borrow your book sometime if thats okay! ^.^;
oh. and...holy crap. i listened to that seven seal song so many times trying to interpret it. O.O its insane.

my dinner is done. im a hungry woman.
hippo.
hungry hippo. that game was too quick for me. tooo rough!